Monday, 8 October 2012

Cheeming Boey

Oh god. I think I'm one of the world's most boring-est person! if such word do exist!

Ughh. Today was really exhilarating. In a way. Skipped school after 2, together with Sandy, just to rush off to the Spring to interview Cheeming Boey. Oh gosh. IT WAS FUN SNEAKING OUT. So he (Cheeming Boey) was waiting for us at H.I.P(He Is Peace) cafe. and yes, he is quite goodlooking for his age. :D well, he isn't THAAAAT hot like some magazine model, but his style makes him hot.

not to forget his bulging biceps. ;) mmmm

and I fucking sound like a damn pervert here. OML.

But ah shit. Because I'm on the job, I have to act like a damn professional. I can't even. -_- does the word professional covers a teenager? Or can a teenager like me run wild eventhough I'm supposed to act mature? gawd. All I did was sit there, not moving an inch, not even fidgeting, asking him questions, stifling my laughter. And Sandy? She's lucky. She gets to ask him funny questions like how often he works out. and she told him he's hot. OH GOD.

I seriously have to loosen up a little and remove that stick from my ass -.- Or else professionalism is gonna suck the fun out of my life -.-

but seriously HE'S HOT. Old men are always sexy :D


this post is retarded.

check his blog out. iamboey.com

Friday, 14 September 2012

My Life Story. On my 17th birthday.

It's been a long time since I've last blogged and I feel a little lazy to do it. But I have to. This post cannot be expressed within the 140 tweet limit on twitter, nor with the limited credit of my phone, or on Facebook. So instead, I'm going to express my gratitude to all those who has made my day today, over here.

It started off a few days before my birthday. I wasn't exactly looking forward to my birthday at all. For two days, I kept thinking: Do I want to be reminded of the fact that I'm growing up wayy too fast? Do I want to know that I have numbered days left with my friends before we all split up? And it put me in a very somber mood. So I kept quiet the whole day. (which is unusual for me)

But today, was not what I had expected. Instead of the usual garish celebration where everyone looks at you while you fidget awkwardly in front of your cake, I had a small group of close friends singing for me and also my classmates who sang for me. When I was younger, I'd always wished to have a huge crowd singing for me, but now I realised, that it isn't the crowd that matters; it is the loved ones that matter.

So here's a damn long thank you post. Please find your name. :D

Thank you, Bryan Sim for the double choc birthday cake. Well I kinda knew that you and Chiu Mei were planning something, because you have a bad poker face. heh. Thank you for your gifts too! You have been a great friend all this while, sharing all the exam tips and intensive tuitions with me, which not all would share, you know being a typical kiasu asian :P I love the gift from you and Joanne Bong. Thank you Joanne! It's been a long time since we last met, at Pizza Hut, but I'm touched that you still remembers me. Like what people normally say, Out of sight, out of mind. I miss you loads, my darling hamster! I've never gotten a gift like that before. Oh! and guess what?! I kinda needed a bottle but I never had time to buy! thank you for the bottle and the Photobook! I love you both.

Thank you Sylvia/Mangg for the lovely but really expensive presents! I've only known you since last year, but yet now we're super close and everything. My present that I gave you seem so inadequate compared to yours now. I'm not that good with words now, but who cares. You've taught me alot of things like your funny words, how to be more relaxed etc etc but most important, you taught me how to be happy. I realised that nowadays, I'm not that uptight and bitchy anymore (well I'm still bitchy :P) and it's all thanks to you! Thank you for being there for me all the time. I love you.

Thank you Chiu Mei, Hui Choo, Mavis and Khang Leng! You all are my favourite girls in the world! Thank you Mavis for your gift, eventhough you can't make it to school today. Please get well soon so I can kill you for not coming to school :B kidding! Hui, my hot hot chick and Khang (i can't write your nickname here right? LOL), I love both your letters! Super sweet and touching! I still keep khang's letter to me when we were primary six. I know it made me cry when I read it last time. And of course, Chiu Mei! You've been my tuition mate since Form 1, and I guess that's the reason why we're so close. Thank you for surprising me with the cake together with Bryan. I'm gonna miss gossiping with you about tuition guys. :D So thanks again my darlings (including Sylvia) for everything! Oh and thanks guys, for earning us the nickname SNSD -_-

Thanks Alvin for the ang pau! :D Where are my 17 chickens?! Don't emo nemo and trust me, you'll find the right one one day! Love you bro! Thanks Au Yong for the fries and drink :D I will chia you one day! Don't forget me kay bro! I won't forget you! Thank you Melvin Teo/ Handsome Teo for the card and the pictures! serious lah! you gave me alot of good memories you know?! like steaming my hair under the jacky studio's light! We're going to the same uni right?! :D :D :D so happy!! :D

Thank you Yi Yang, Christopher Sia, Nick Sim, Nard Sim and Caniddia. Firstly, you guys brought me to Koreana for lunch which later in the car Yang and Chris don't allow me to chip in to pay some of my lunch. I know our lunch is very expensive! Now I feel very bad. But during lunch, I realised how much I've missed you all. Thank you Yi Yang for the birthday certificate. Honestly, it's the most thoughtful thing I've ever received! I nearly cried! OMG! You've always been the one that I go to when I have problems and you know the expensive ice cream you bought for me when I was emo?! I still keep the container! Okay back to the topic.Thank you Chris for being my F1 racer!! ;) Thank you guys also for turning up at my tuition, together with caniddia who just arrived back from Aus. I love the koala bear (it's not a puppy -_-) you bought for me Cani! It's so fluffy that I almost died! Oh and thank you Nard for the pineapple. :P really really unexpected you know?! I'm not sure if I look like a retard in your video Yang, but please do not upload ittt! I'm going to miss you guys alot when I leave next time, but promise me we'll keep in touch! :'( P.s : Thanks Nick for not smiling in the pictures I took with you :( but you're always the cutest and the funniest in the group! thanks for always cheering me up when I'm down

Thank you Princess Fiona and Princess Sophia for the lovely, colourful and sweet card you guys made for me! Defo gonna keep it! and yes, i'll try to fulfill both your wishes. LOL! Sophia, I still have the card you made for me last year. Thank you darlings! I think you guys were the only few from the juniors that I still talk to. Thanks for being cute and pretty and also pleaseeeee don't get into so much trouble! I alot of white hairs liao!

Thank you Isaac Ng, for the beautifully made card! I'm sure it took you hours. Oh gosh. :/ Thank you for your gifts which I kinda guzzled down after a day, being a pig and all, heh. :P I'm really grateful to have you as a friend. Try to enjoy life a little bit more okay! :) and thanks for the huge ang pau! :O seriously, you shouldn't have, you know :/ I feel very pai seh. Anyways, all the best and don't give up your dreams okay!

Thank you, Kuching High Gang! Thanks Jia Chern, Diane Ngu, Shau Ruei, Chun Chern and Eugene Chin for the different slices of chocolate cake and also the nice dresses! :) I think I quite fat wei. Wait till I lose weight hahaha! You guys really really surprised me lah! Suddenly halfway tuition class, got people come in with cake and candles! I shy okay! hahaha! but thank you all so much. Chun Chern, my sexy idol! how long liao since we first met?! Remember the pizza Chiu Mei and I bought for you? :P hehe.  I miss you alot you know. especially your devil-bear shirt. Thanks for not forgetting me after all this while. Eugene ah! Why you so cute?! Text me on the wrong day hahaha. :) Yep I remember my promise to you! Wait after spm, kia we all hang out kay! Everytime in Addmaths tuition, I always think about you, yvonne and keith. :( I miss those fun times. My class so quiet, it's like walking at the graveyard -.- Diane! I've only became close with you this year and yet, end up I bully you in tuition, like the monopoly game or when I tickle you. But the best part is when we disturb you about Zheng Feng/Pokka! I love talking to you, I don't know why. haha! let's forever keep in touch okay? :) Shau Rueiiiii! Forever the seh kia in the group. Why are you so cute?! Thank you for letting me use your phone in tuition and thank you for reminding me when there isn't any tuition classes. haha the people you should remind is Jia Chern and Diane! Don't emo all the time okay?! We all love you! Lastly, Jia Chern. :)  thank you so much for everything. Your last few messages make me feel bad. You've been a really good friend all these while and instead, I make you sad. :/ sorry. I hope my explanation (just now we message) will make you feel better. And yes, I miss talking till midnight. No one can replace you. :) And I'm glad i met you. I love you all!!

Thank you Adeline Siaw and Eleanor Wong for the beautiful card you guys made! haha btw eleanor, not all girls like pink :P I'm one of them hehehe. but really, I appreciate the effort behind it! :O And the card's really pretty! Yep, I'll forever push you and whack your ass, Ade! :) Because I LOVEEEE YOU! both of you better study hard okay?! I'll drive you guys out when I get my license. Stay pretty and cute okay both of you?!

Eyyyyy Jaomi Tay! One long text message not enough! Come back here lahh! miss you lots. Your message reminded me of the good times we had at club together. remember? :) Wished I could turn back time.

Thanks Jolynn for the earrings and decorative box! <3 Love it. Hope we'll still keep in touch after we leave school? I enjoyed our 'gossip' today! LOL. :) Talk more okay?! I love you! And also, thank you Siti for the 17 dorra biscuits! You know how I love to eat! <3 I enjoyed teasing you all this time and I'm sure I'm gonna miss teasing you :P Love you to bits!

Thanks Faris for the green card written in green pen, with the green snooker keychain and green beaded keychain! For that, I'll colour you green! You're one of the most sporting guy in class and guess what?! I'M GONNA MISS YOU. and teasing you about Serena, or waxing your leg etc etc. "THAT'S HOT" Keep in touch? :) Thanks for being an awesome friend!

Thanks also to those who chipped in for my birthday cake! :) I don't know who chipped in :( I know Ernest and Sandy chipped in though :d Thanks guys. :)

See? It's too long to put on facebook. Well I really want you guys to know that I really really appreciate the effort, time spent, and love that you guys poured out for me today. If there's anyone that I missed or left out, I'm sorrry. I will update tomorrow. :) But I really really love you all!

Eventhough I hate growing up, I just love the friends I have and I don't think I'll ever forget them. I would have written longer, but I'm killing my eyes and everybody's eyes. :( ugh. Thank you all for making the day I dread into something very memorable. You all made my day.

Here's a little poem, to say a word or two,
To tell a tale of better days, to cheer you from your blues,
The road that you take will never be straight, but narrow
And who knows, along the way, you might meet a scarecrow.
A rock in your path, a wild daisy on the side,
Or maybe a little rodent, scuttling to hide,
But what is more important, is when you reach the end,
You'll find yourself rich with experience, gained from your friends.


As the sun is about to set, when the moon comes rolling in,
I think about the daffodils and pretty things life brings,
The smiles on our faces, the laughter in our eyes,
Or the tears that glisten for we don't want to say goodbye

Seventeen years have passed, and looked at how tall we are,
Remember the memories you gave me, I kept them in a jar,
The years would pass and we would take separate paths,
But I'll never forget you my friends and the times you made me laugh.

I really love you all.

Saturday, 21 July 2012

Something I found.

Marianne Williamson-Our deepest fear 

The darkness that consumes the light.


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For there will be hope for those who dream. 
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I haven't been updating my blog recently. Am really busy atm but i found this the other day and it was reall worth pondering over.

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.

ugh ugh ugh. something is wrong with me lately! :( well technically not wrong. I have what they call a split personality disorder.
Something like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. i guess.
No no no. I'm not an angel on one side and an evil menacing devil on the other. LOL Frankly and most surprisingly I crave leading a quiet life.
I know I know. *jaw drops* right? *eyebrows raised* right? and you'll be thinking "How can this be?!" The most talkative, crazy, social, bananas girl wants a quiet life? She might as well start by shutting up first. LOL.
But to be honest, during my younger days (drat i sound old -_-) all I could think about is to be popular. Popular. POPULAR. You know, something like the celebrity-dazzling-glamorous kind of life, except with no paparazzi. I wanted everyone to know me, I wanted to have more friends. I'm damn honest and sincere here man. Well, I kinda got what I wanted. I'm not exactly VERY popular like other people but at least when I make new friends they know who I am. And honestly again, I felt really flattered.
*major bimbo-airhead over here.
But here I am, whining and complaining how I want peace and quiet. Your first reaction would be : -___-t bitch STFU man. why complain when you've got what you wanted and what many others want? And your second reaction would be : Bah. attention seeker.
I don't know mannn. The only reason why I'm actually writing this is because, there was this junior of mine, whom have been close to me once last year, posted something on my Facebook wall. She said that we're becoming strangers.
Strangers.What a strange, foreign word it was to me.
And later after that, I saw this old, very good friend of mine in tuition and I actually hesitated to walk to her. She didn't see me. But I didn't feel like going up to her and saying hi. I just lost that spark to talk.
I rarely text nowadays. But when I do, I text old friends, trying to build up bridges again, trying to rekindle that flame. Struggling, no it's not easy, and I think I'm slowly succeeding. It's been too long since I reconnected with all of them. But when we all talk or text, I feel as if I'm back in the past with them. :')
There are days when I have to struggle to talk to everyone. Like for an instance, when I'm talking animatedly to someone in school and someone else tries to get my attention, I just brush them aside. EVIL ME. And only later, I would regret doing so. It was unintentional. But I feel as if I've just torn down another bridge. There are days when I'm so lazy to reply texts, Facebook messages, tweets. There are days when I actually enjoy listening to the radio with a good book all by myself. There are days when I like being alone.
Those are the days that I've lost my words.
Not all my bestfriends are as close to me as when we first hit off. Partly my fault since I hardly text them and plus most of them, like me, are so caught up with their lives and they hardly text each other too. Though I receive an occasional text from most of them, most of the times I would be busy with God-knows-what. And I feel bad. What kind of friend am I?

I don't know who actually reads my blog here. But you can throw rotten eggs at me if you want. :) But if any of you knows how I feel, do message me or inbox me or something so at least I know I'm not the only mentally insane one here. :/

Thursday, 31 May 2012

Dat Hair.

Sorry! was so lazy to update my blog lately. :( the weather damn hot lah! ugh -.- So, me and mang had our hair streaks done at Richard and Iris salon in spring! <3

At the salon at spring! 
waiting 
Guess who we bumped into over there? -__- Ckg Lim Cher Kun. LOL she called sylvia "Farah" HAHAHA! i just curtly nodded at her.

She's so adorable ohmygosh!
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blonde?

you laike my blonde moustache?!

and here's our... DUMB BLONDE MOMENT hahaha!
It's kinda dark purple now
The lady told us that it would be a much brighter colour under the sun. Oh and btw the colour's called Violet. <3


<3
you're beautiful no matter what they say <3
Had to do this picture for my Star Assignment 5. LOL we had to write a sentence on our hands regarding the topic we were writing about. My team is doing Rights-Euthanasia, Women's Rights, Children's Rights, Animal Rights etc. so I'm doing women's rights -- the right to be happy and the right to be who they want to be.

And I love that song! <3

like my streak? :D









Couldn't resist camwhoring with my dad's camera! retarded clips on my shirt, BAHAHAHA. but i like my hair today! :) it wasn't sticking out everywhere like usual when i try to tame it down -.-


And i just realised i look a bit like sylvia here :O an imposter alert! LOL

Saturday, 19 May 2012

We have monkeys running the school.

seriously, people??? Damn Ch*ng and his #ch*nglogic! haha everyone's trying to make #ch*nglogic trend on twitter.

@QawiemUzayr : Mr Ch*ng is an idiot and everyone knows it.
@claudia_chiou : doesn't spend his free time making better changes to the admin but uses it to choi su w the students. lol so fun kah getting hated
@QawiemUzayr : Please leave the school as soon as possible. Everyone will be more than happy.
@melvinntan : 'my beloved Lodgians' welcome back to school. and this is JACKASS 
@natohbieberfield : @PattChuo yep! sad place we're studying in throw away people's books in the middle of exams #changlogic
@natohbieberfield : #ch*nglogic #ch*ngbodoh #ch*ng2012
@tashiki07 : Welcome to Ch*ngrilla! Pay your bills or we slap you
@whoaaitskristin : When spm is over I'm gonna throw pork and my books at stupid M*rio -.- @dangitsylviaa
@dangitsylviaa : so pissed. cant even
@claudia_chiou : Ch*nglin showdown lolol
@tashiki07 : If Ch*ng gets fired, I'll go up to him and say "hey f*h soon, why are you leaving so soon?" hahahaha
@brensofoxy : Hey Ch*ng, though I'm out of Lodge, but Y U SO BO NAO?! #changbodoh!
@Veevienn : Proof that Ch*ng is a dog : He bitch slapped Ian.
@aliciaaaawongg : "my beloved Lodgians" ew.
@weisinnnnn : We never had so much drama when ling and lee were running the school...
@angelinesigang_ : Can't believe how much Ch*ng fucked up Lodge School. Glad that I'm already an ex-lodgian! Lodgians should try getting him sacked! ;)
@brensofoxy : So, Mr Ch*ng hasn't apologized?! Now that's even more messed up. Where are your moral values? Show how ineffective Moral Studies is.
@brensofoxy : Oh Ch*ng oh Ch*ng, why you gotta be so brainless? HAHA. Stwepid idiot.
@lancegth : Phototaking during exam #ch*nglogic Exams during teacher's day #ch*nglogic No muftiday on teacher's day #ch*nglogic Slapping students #ch*nglogic.@ameliawonggg : you tell us to discipline ourselves but you behave worse than a monkey #ch*nglogic

And this are only the few that were recently on my twitter timeline -__-t seriously Ch*ng will not have a happy ending in Lodge. If he continues this, I'm sure the students will start to rebel. Actually they've kinda proved that they cant be easily bullied the other day. HAHAHAHA!

During teacher's day, the minute Ch*ng and M*rio stepped into the hall, everybody BOOED him. naice. i laike (Y) and when he said "good morning beloved lodgians" (ew) only the primary school said "GOOOD MO NING MEE STER CH*NGGG" but total silence from the secondary students. total solidarity man! (Y) 

but now, him and m*rio wants to cause trouble again. -__- check out what they did -_- :


can't seem to upload the rest -.- some stupid problem with my comp. ugh. why do we have monkeys running the school?!

Ckg W* said that we don't know the whole story yet and yet we judge and bla bla bla. he said that he was there when the whole thing happens. In other words, he was pro-Ch*ng. But even so, even if we heard the wrong story, even if someone twisted the facts, Ch*ng still did SLAP the boy. and isn't it against the etiquette of a teacher or a headmaster or even a DIRECT*R to hit a student? I understand that sometimes you have to cane students, but to SLAP them? slapping makes it more personal, don't you know that? and no matter what  or how big a wrongdoing the student did, you CANNOT SLAP HIM. it is WRONG. just so WRONG. why don't you go for anger management classes Mr Ch*ng?!

I WISH GERALD LEE DIDNT LEAVE LODGE -___-

(to prevent anyone from getting into trouble, I have censored all names except those twitter names that doesn tell the name of a person and the twitter names of the ex-Lodgians. Not only that, the asterisk * is for safety purposes too)